Friday, January 22, 2010

Happy Friday

at least it's not a lamp shade...

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Random Thoughts on a Thursday Morning

I've been in a blogging slump. Earlier this week, I poured my heart into a long (very long) blog post. It was deep and introspective. And boring. Therapy perhaps, but nothing that anyone else would want to read...except for maybe a therapist. Therefore, I never published it.

So today, I just thought I would jot down the random thoughts and insights I've had over the past few weeks. Here goes.

It's all about perspective.
My boys are in serious need of a haircut.
I'm in serious need of a hairstyle.
Looking at the past, I realize God's timing is perfect...although it never seems that way in the present.
I wouldn't survive without Diet Mt. Dew.
Losing 5 lbs. makes you feel like a new person - so does gaining 5 lbs.
We're always making an impression, so smile even if you don't feel like it. Your mood will eventually change, but the impression won't.
I know God answers prayer, but I'm always so floored when he does.
We are so very lucky to live here in the U.S.
Pico de gallo is a great low-calorie condiment but is horrible for the breath and love life.
I can't watch The Biggest Loser without crying hysterically.
I can't watch Modern Family without laughing hysterically.
I need to spend more time with my boys...not just in the same room with them, on the couch with them or pushing the cart that they're riding in.
I will never finish decorating my house. Ever.
The Muppets are timeless.
If a color makes me happy, I should splash it on my (dining room) walls.
My little guy is an awesome south paw.
My big guy is as emotional as I am.
I need to read my bible more.
And pray.
My toenails seriously need to be painted - the "Christmas Red" is chipping.
Sometimes we need to cry - for no big reason but a lot of little built up reasons.
Dreams (the past two nights) can be really weird.
I have a wonderful family.
I have a weird family.
I miss my family.
If you own two ten-year-old cars, they will inevitably break down the same week.
It's amazing what a lit candle can do for my mood, right about 4pm.
I really need to shave my legs. Really.
Although I worry about us growing out of our house, to our boys, it's a mansion...and I'm grateful.
I love my boys. All three of them.
There's a lot more to this whole blogging world than I realized.
I've probably missed a lot of great moments and opportunities because my head was in my arss.
I need to get my head out of my arss.
I'm proud of my mom.
I don't need to keep apologizing to the world for stupid things I've done - no one really cares anyway! :)
I'm hungry. Time for breakfast.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Resolutions 2010

It's funny how the same resolutions pop up year after year. Here is my list of "tangibles" from last year, my personal performance review and my thoughts on each item for the new year:

In 2009, I resolve to:
Whiten teeth. Worked for a week or two. But seriously, I'm not giving up coffee & tea. Will put it on the list again this year...and maybe I'll try drinking my coffee through a straw?
End 2-week, gluttony-filled Weight Watchers hiatus. (aka- lose weight and fit into pre-pre-pregnancy clothes) Lost 35 (ok...34.8) lbs. Gained almost 5 back during the holidays. Will once again start back up with Weight Watchers, but am giving myself a few weeks to detox to avoid having to pay membership fees again.
Take better care of skin. Did good. Only went to bed twice the whole year without washing my face. This year, have already purchased ProX to minimize my crazy forehead wrinkles. Will let you know if I see any difference.
Get new haircut & color. Went brunette. Went back blonde a week later. This year, I will go with a new hair cut...but that's about it.
Start hitting gym again, at least 4x/week. Went to gym 5 times a week or so. Will keep it up and incorporate more weight training classes.
Only buy clothes that "fit my personality", not that simply "fit". Did so-so. Hope to become more adventurous in 2010!
Drink lots of water. Check. And ditto for this year.
Stop mumbling. (any suggestions from my speech-pathologist pals?) Yeah, didn't do so well with this one. Maybe I need some therapy or shock treatments.
Continue my education with a photography, sewing or cooking class -or all three. Giving myself a big fat "F" for this one, BUT I will start a sewing class soon to learn how to use my sewing machine & serger (from my grandma-in-law). My goal is to make some pillow cases & curtains.

A few more to add to this year's list:
Put boys to bed awake and at the same time every night.
Be consistent with devotions!
Be as intentional as possible about thinking positively and not worrying as much.
Need to impose some type of statute of limitations on what I'm allowed to dwell on. Seriously - if it happened 10 years ago or my senior year of high school, it's probably time to let it go! :)

I'm sure I'll add more. I just like to have this in writing (for the whole world to see) to keep myself accountable.

Happy New Year everyone! I hope that 2010 is your best year yet!!!